I been through so much that its hard to understnad why Im really going through this but, as it turns out I don't know why I'm going through this actually.
Personally I feel this is what I'm supposed to go through this.
I'm feeling hopeless and lost all in the same life time.
I just wanna end this bad reputaion that I might be going through cause I want help and I asume I need the help.
But the question is how can I do that if I have no idea how to deal with it.
I just want out of this like so bad that it hurts to think of it.
I feel as though I can be cutting myself so I can be happy to see the living insides of my blood sickening body of mines.
But my life is always full of suprises and how I specifically go through it.
But its what most people go through so I guess I can't change the fact that this can be cured especially for somebody needing the need of help just like me.